‘The Periphery’ and other poems
By: Carrie Farrar
The Periphery
It is not the unfurled highway we desire.
It is what slips beside it—
a red granary on a remote rise
already gone
before the eye can settle
my hands hold the wheel
but not the motion
carrion—again
and again
some in the lane
forcing correction
some at the edge
arranged
silence enters early
grain towers oxidized
a pale mare
unburdened
no rider
the map thins
only corvids
cutting the sky
and the cold arriving
without preface
a maple holding its flare
arterial
too vivid
then absence again
mile markers
unread
the road nearly emptied
except
a carriage
hooves striking the bridge
measured
circling
or I am
as the destination gathers
without warning
light caught in glass
everything prior
receding
not memory
not loss
but a thinning
the whole of it
unholding
into a shimmering vestige
The Median
there is a narrow strip
between directions
not meant for standing
grass pressed flat
by what has crossed
and not remained
I step there
briefly
traffic continuing
without witness
on either side
motion without arrival
glass shattered
into smaller decisions
sunlight caught
in each refusal
no one claims it
no one slows
I am visible
only as interruption
then not even that
sound passing through me
unchanged
as if I were never
in the way
Borrowed Horizon
the horizon tilts
slightly
enough to register
not enough to prove
I correct for it
in the body
a small leaning
no one else performs
the fields repeat
incorrectly
a copy of a copy
losing intention
fence posts stagger
their distance
refusing pattern
I count them anyway
lose count
begin again
the sky lowers
or I rise into it
either way
pressure accumulates
in the inner ear
a ringing
mistaken for silence
I open my mouth
to equalize
nothing releases
the line ahead
not straight
not curved
but failing
as if drawn
by an unsteady hand
I follow
because stopping
does not restore it
Survey Marker
a stake driven
into the ground
flagging
what cannot be seen
the boundary assumed
I stand near it
as if proximity
might clarify
but the land offers nothing
no seam
no shift in color
only the idea
of division
held in place
by insistence
wind moves through
without regard
the marker trembles
slightly
then steadies
as if agreeing
to remain
even without evidence
I walk on
carrying the line
as if it were real
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Carrie Farrar is a Los Angeles–based poet whose work explores perception, instability, and the quiet erosion of meaning. Her poems have appeared in various online literary journals.



