Poem: I RESIGNED – MY LIFE TIME COMMITMENT

By: Jeo Jenny

cryingalone

Loved you by my soul
Dared to hurt myself for you
Simple parting made me in tears
When I happened to hear your name I smiled within
Each moment of yours kissed me
The moment came real
We got married
beyond my parents’ hurts
Felt something victorious
Entered into my dreamy world
But not the same.
Expectations Frustrated
Perhaps I achieved you, sensed something lost
Tried to equip myself, but inner feelings lost
I go by mine not yours
Seems you owned me
Somewhere my pride hurts
My life turns to a dark room
Where all the doors shut
The point is
You didn’t shut it – probably
it’s called Responsibility
But unknowingly I blamed you
Want to turn back – couldn’t
So I broke my wishes into pieces
And ended my lifelong commitment
Now it’s darker on top
I got all I wished; lost courage to go on
I can complete my contract on work
not in life?

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